So here we are, a day before the twenty-first of December 2012! The day before the end of Age; a day like no other before! But is that really so…
Has there ever been a time before like this that you have experienced and lived through. Or is this truly a time of ‘New beginnings’?
For me personally, I have been aware of the new energies for a few years now and have alligned myself; my beliefs, behaviours, fears and life to match. I have spent many hours getting to know myself, getting real with my own actions and taking responsibility for them and most importantly healing my mind-body and spirit. As I have done so, my energy has changed to match that of the new energies. The new world… a reflection of my new thoughts and feelings!
No magic wand, alien, archangel or other deity stepped in and did it for me. Yes, I was always guided by my inner wisdom but it was I who did the work of change. I took sole responsibility for my life and its need to change and set about making it better.
The reason I write this is to say that things will only change if YOU change them because you genuinely no longer want to live the way you have been! Not because a Power bigger than you is going to do it for you. To change you first need to be aware of the NEED to change, to accept your own part in every situation. Good and bad. Until that moment of awareness, you will continue to create the same old dramas and difficulties. Until that moment, you remain trapped in a prison of emotional discomfort and dependability on others to make you happy!
So, if you are waiting for others to change or the world to change significantly over night. You will have a long wait! How much your world changes around you is dependent on how much your world has changed within you! Nothing happens until you make it so. It is your responsibility only. Not your neighbours, brothers or sisters but your own action that is required!
If you are ready to make those changes; then now is the perfect time. There are new energies waiting for you to tap into, to make use of and create a new world for you. All you have to do is open your eyes to the need for change and intend it so!
Happy Changes everyone. May you SEE yourself beyond the way you already do and follow that vision ever onwards!
Loss and endings.
Imbalances in the energy bodies (unable to balance chakra’s.)
Inability to visualise future goals.
Emotional outbursts and sense of lonliness.
Head energies very dense and ‘busy’.
Energy focused mainly on left side of body with blocks at root chakra (No amount of balancing or healing helps.)
Unable to sustain any real focus on new ventures for any length of time.
No sense of past or present.
Feeling confused and unsure of what to do next (very uncomfortable if you are always arranging the ‘next’ task or occassion.)
In that ‘in-between state’…the old gone, the new not yet materialised. In this I mean the Old world, not just people or things.
Nothing new coming into your life but a sense that everything (YOU included) has changed so very very much beyond recognition.
A feeling of being ‘in this world’ but not ‘of this world’.
We are all at different places in our journey and our understanding of that journey is unique to us alone. I have found that one can only learn by ‘unlearning’ and if we remain rigid; gain no new insights that deepen our connection and understanding of Spirit.
I always share from my perspective as human being and from my roles as counsellor, teacher and healer. Here I have learnt so much through my own experiences. That is how we all learn; not through that of anothers experience! You are the only one who knows your own internal dramas, stories, emotions etc. When we give responsibility to others for our learning we disempower ourselves. We are responsible for everything in our lives, the good the bad and the ugly! Until we fully accept that, we are tied to the whims of others beliefs and external control.
Trust in your inner knowing; that source of Divine Wisdom. We ALL have it, start to believe in that and your ability to connect with it for indeed you are more than capable of doing so!